Okay, pre-finals post

Wow. My school year is 8 days from being finished. That is intensely strange. It also means that the next eight days will be full of studying, no sleep, and forgetting to shower (although since the water heater is out in my building, showering is very low on list of priorities). I keep having mini panic attacks when thinking about how much a few little tests have on the outcome of my future...Okay, nope can't think about it or I will spiral in an anxiety ridden crying jag. Whew, on to more pleasant subjects.

Seriously though, I am so close to being finished with my freshmen year that everything that I have to go through is so worth it. I just want to be finished with San Antonio. Not that San Antonio has been bad to me. It's been okay, but I am just getting sick of not being able to truly start everything. I feel like I'm constantly waiting, and it has really started to get on my nerves. If endless hours of cram sessions and forcing myself to learn a second language in just a few days means I get to permanently be an Austinite, I am okay with that.

Okay, I'm sorry this has to be so short but I keep getting distracted mentally thinking about all the things I have to do. Even as I sit here, I can't help but let my eyes roam to the piles of books filled with stuff I need to know...that I currently don't know. But no worries, I have organized out every second of the next week to the point where I think I even put a post-it in my planner reminding myself to write a blog before I have not time for recreational writing. What can I say, the stress levels are a bit high. Alright, goodbye for now readers. I'll post another once I am in the clear. I hope you're all doing well, and I love you!

P.S. Also, I hope it's not too much to ask, but please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Lord knows I need it :)